You looked at him. He looks cool, boring, forever alone. Tapi bila dia sayang aku, dia jadi paling romantik, paling penyayang, paling manja, paling banyak berkorban, paling tegas dalam mendidik, ingatkan aku tentang maruah, tentang diri, tentang keluarga. paling kelakar. Dan paling aku sayang :'/

It was already 1 year and 3 months since we have been together.

So many things we shared together. Anything I do would suck without you honey. Even you entrust me to hold your biggest life secret. You tell me everything that you never told anyone else before.

The biggest part of your sacrifices to me is when you treat and protect me like how a daddy should do to theirs daughter. You treated me like how daddy treated me and I missed him.

There was one day I cried lots, and you still by my side. Kau yang pujuk aku sedangkan ex aku tak pujuk aku pung. Tapi bila aku terpujuk, aku pergi balik dekat ex aku yang bodoh tuh. Kau menangis aku tak tahu. Aku menangis, kau gila nak mati pujuk aku. Sampai aku balik kat ex aku, kau baling hp kau. Silly me. Fuck me. Goddamnit.Yalla, aku nak maki diri aku!

Bie sabar setia dengan sayang.

We shared our "happily marriage ever after dreams" together.

Terima kasih kerana menjadi lelaki yang sangat baik untuk saya dan tak berperangai macam lelaki-lelaki setan di luar sana. Terima kasih. 

: Toms Girl

Guys should know what I expertise on doing it. Well, close friends already know la about me in and out. Good and bad bout me. That point, I tak kesah. As long as I tried my hard not to be someone that I'm not. Get it? ;)

I think people who close to me will like this statement. "I'm good in influence people around me" --'

Syuha, If you read this you must have liken it aite? HAHA Aku berjaya mempengaruhi kakak aku and kawan-kawan to like yellow colors. Aku berjaya mempengaruhi kawan-kawan agar suka makan tomyam, hirup kuah, minum soya, talking in English as a learning session at workplace and much more.

Aku berkebolehan dalam memujuk barangkali ?

The most successful part of my "influencing job" is when I succeed coaxing my crush to shift into English college and be a sch kid once more. Furthermore, he was placed into the same class with me HAHA Is this so gatal? I never cared. As long he would always be by my side forever. Eventho I took bout two weeks to coax him to considerate bout "furthering-studies-matters".

Hero is by his Heroine side so that he could protect her with loves and cares.

"You know why Allah created gaps between fingers 

so that some day the one who is made for you 

will fill those gaps by holding your hands forever"

 When we are in love, we could see nothing less 

and everything is so special to us

-twitter-

When she was in standard 6, where she had to face the UPSR xm, she always got number one in class. She was the brilliant one. She studied her hardest to compete her friend, a boy, because he was the best one that always courage her.

Her mom so proud of her.

But when, she got into teens life, When she started to know what loves all about, she started to dismiss the importance of studied. She being too lazy. She keeps having and changing boyfs, she even forgot all those paramount visions that once she chased for. While, that "him" that one whom always being her rival one times ago, stick to his vision, score excellently in all big examinations.

After few years, she graduated as high sch student. She got not so-excellent result in xm. She only got 5As, but the person that once she always competed with on her standard 6 got 10As.

But still, that guy always gives her spirit till now. He assumed her as his rival in good way. He courage her to grab those chances coming and prove once more.

She's breathing once more. She will struggle her best.

P/S : We need person that believe in us to be better. Not people that not-so-couraging to let us down.

I desperately need a job. To find money.

Grateful that Syuha called me and offered me a part time job with RM700 for only 10 days work.
Alhamdulillah.

I'm already 18, eventho it's still my Daddy's responsibility of gimme expenses, but I don't ever feel ease to it. I want to possess my own money and buy school materials by myself.

So that, in the future, I'm no one like an enfant terrible.